Stressing out~I don't know why....

Today I was like bitching and Swearing about something else. Things happened to me recently which I don't really feel comfortable and insecure about it.. arrghhh it starting again.. whenever I come to think about it, it stressing me out and whenever I come to think about it again, it driving me nuts! hmm.. dkatakan me naik bendera merah, inda jua.. alum jua.. arrghhh i don't know... it sucks! i hate being like this..

the First Reason is about this person.. urmm I don't know.. I dont wanna think about it, just yet! sasak ku eh........ I know I know he's coming soon.. I should be happy, right? I Claimed that I was Freaking Damn Happy before when he told me that he'll be coming home this month, till something came up.. darnn... I just can't smile on my face and can't be happy about it anymore, I just can't do it! I don't know why...

second... is my stupid gaji.. damnn it!! it has been month and half and yet, i still don't get pay.. Stupick Farking Beeech...

I know its bulan Puasa and i realized that I was angry on my way home from work and swearing and bitching bla bla bla... but I managed to calm down myself after i arrived home Heeee

I'm not in a mood these few days... I don't know why......


~Sigh~ sometimes people do change alot... and there must be a way.. always be!